should use less 'i's from now on

i have everything i need. i have things i want. i have the best from someone.

but i cannot forgive myself for being ungrateful.

i was so wrong. my sixth sense betrayed me.

i never knew wanting to be me could sometimes lead to serious consequences. now i know.

sometimes things happen too fast. my emotions took over my mind. and everything i wouldn't say with a clear mind comes slashing out.

yesterday was one of the best days, if i could erase those cloudy episodes that came along because of my mistake.

why me... i'm a good person... merely forgetting i am already in contentment for that split second. so i remembered again. and again and again i shall remember. everything.

life stretches out a path for us ahead. it comes with unpredictability. but we still have to go on.

project makeover

just feeling bored so i did some surfing and put them together.

nice simple dress from warehouse and my favourite part is the frilly detail at the hem of the skirt, i like it in black only.

jewelry to match:
artistic - Dahlia Rose Quartz & Black Pearl necklace, earrings and bracelet.
or
elegant - the jewelry set on the left (wedding catalogue).

the perfect heels:
too strappy shoes won't go with the outfit. it's either very plain and simple black pumps (no bulky types), or this pair from unlisted has ribbons like the dress. matchie!
or simple black pumps with a ribbon at the back. that's nice too.

and wahlah! apply makeup and wait for the limo to arrive.

things to say

One.
i have only one more week left to feel this freedom. it's been a long and good holiday.

Two.
i'm addicted to Will & Grace.
"Honey, whats this, whats happening, whats going on here?"

Three.
i'm still part-time-jobless. the only things i did to get myself a job was to discuss the disadvantages of every job possibility. oops.

Four.
the Davy Jones in pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest is acted by Bill Nighy, who also acted as that old disgusting guy singer in 'love actually'. whaha!

Five.
project runway rulez. season one: Jay is like, so cool. season two: i hate Santino! arghh!

Six.
food takes my blues away. hey, go try the swordfish collar at fish & co. (sniggle!)
pocca green tea is my water. chocolate flavoured ice-cream. i keep snacks in my room to prevent myself from buying more. i'm hungry now.

Seven.
my dream vacation is travelling to europe, sight-seeing and visiting the beautiful buildings and structures. yum.

Eight.
after not going shopping for a while, everywhere seem to have more new stuff to look at. and then there are also more new places to do shopping! lucky this shopaholic is always broke. lucky i'm also good at becoming blind to goodies around me. proud.

Nine.
alcohol is so over for me. i think they taste horrible now. the thrill of getting caught drinking has worn off. haha.

Ten.
i'm dying to go sing ktv! *erase, erase, i'm not thinking about it*

post world cup blues

world cup's over. glad the italians got the trophy. glad that germany got at least the 3rd place too. oh man, and we will remember Zidane's red card. i'm gonna miss hanging over til late at san ee's place watching soccer with everyone. i will miss the soccer watching and the cheering, but not the late night munchies. eew! unhealthy lifestyle... i should start going to sleep early now too. and do some swimming and running. fine.

post world cup. i've been trying to play an old game. well, it is old, date of release september of 2002. but it's one of those good adventure games. name, Syberia. it's sequel Syberia II came out in 2004, and seems like the ratings aren't as good as the first one. personally, i think Syberia's kinda boring in a way that very little things happen. there's no combat, no bad guys, no boogies, only wierd robots and mechanisms that do create abit of freakiness in the beginning. it's quite a gloomy game, it has a cloudy damp setting. a town called valadilene, somewhere in europe they say, and that's where i only managed to play up till. i couldn't continue due to some problems with either my computer drivers or the game cd. sad.

whole of last week i was kinda worried my special sem exam paper was missing, cuz i waited and waited for the results to be out but it wasn't out until the end of the week! i really don't have a very good impression of our school's administration. there always seem to be errors and misunderstandings. so anyway i was quite glad i got what grade i had. i thought with such a small class, i'm not going to be getting anything above C. they really don't make grading transparent. we have no idea what's the standard like. so everybody has to try out-do each other to stay safe. it's really a sad thing i can't take back my drawings from the marker. think about it, it's probably thrown away or worse, being fed through the paper shredder! for recycling purposes. (faints) oh well...

oh yes, there was a small gathering on tuesday with only 7 people who managed to come. (christopher, wilfred, bernard and those below.) some of the others were overseas taking summer courses so couldn't be there, cool huh. yide and leonard were going to hong kong for holiday, that was since thursday, i can't remember if they're back. and peiru came! so happy to see her. it's been ages since we last hang out! turns out she's been taking some courses in america. having eating and chatting for a while in pepper lunch really stinks you up. go chow there and you'll know what i mean when you get a whiff of yourself after leaving that place. later, some of us caught that superman movie, very long show. this kinda long show, no please. lord of the rings kinda long show, alritey! heh...