i'm just grumbling

can the weekends get any shorter? and to fall sick over the weekends but not get well when the week starts again is most dreading. my left eye looked like it had been punched, the lid was swollen red. kept myself in the room until no one's around to get a fill of water from the pantry and hot water for the bowl noodles (yeap, pathetic dinner). luckily the swell subsided a little last night and didn't swell back this morning. but still my wanting to get my lab report back wasn't going to happen because i skipped lab again, that makes it twice this semester so there goes my A for lab, and i dono which of my lab-mates is holding on to my precious report. hmm...

waiting for lessons which starts at 4.30pm... another hour and over more. will soon have to start mugging for exams and it will be such a boring life to lead --- the wakeup-study-eat-sleep rountine, for days and days until the final paper is over. *punch*, that's for myself, for failing transportation so i have to retake it again now, which resulted in me having to finish my exams later than i actually need to. this semester, i really need all the gods in the world to bless me, and all the nerds in the world to motivate me to study really really hard! the one "NarD" i'm motivated towards won't be a nerd this sem (hehe) so i'm in deep trouble. but i'll make myself study anyhow...